After "yes, and..."
On what it takes to make musical magic real, and why possible outshines correct. This is part two of my series on my adventure as a first-time music director . You can read Part One here, and I hope you will. The show is over, but I had requests from so many of you who aren’t in the DC area to hear more about how it went, for me and for the students. Spoiler alert: it’s a happy ending.
Cusp of a Concert: Preparing “December Songs”
I’m about to do something I rarely get to do: just sing. I know; I sing all the time, but usually I’m writing a script too, or learning lines. Not this time…
Shifting The Script While Staying Sane
Reflecting on what’s working for me (and what isn’t) when I’m closing in on a performance.
Here's To Your Illusions
The act of making music is inherently generous. Sure, it’s brave, it takes hard work, but it’s more than that. It’s really an act of giving, it’s hopeful. It says “Here. This thing I made that is part of me - it's for you."
Ode to a beloved dog, and his owner
In the midst of change and uncertainty, kindness of both the human and the canine varieties gets us through.
Tiny steps count, too.
And consistency is a kindness. At least, that’s what I tell myself when I don’t want to practice!
How to retire well? Kick in doors so others can walk through them.
I think a lot about service, about the idea that we’re here for one another, that if someone needs upholding, we do the holding up. We all have the service gene, however uniquely it manifests. My husband John, my Silver Fox, has it; for the past 20 years he has served in our federal government as a special agent in Criminal Investigations with the Treasury Department, and last week he retired.
Sheep and Pintxos: Notes On The Perfect Summer
Two months’s summer travel is, I know, a great luxury, and I joke that in our solid middle age we took a gap summer, as opposed to the now-normal collegiate (or not) gap year with a backpack. We wore the backpacks, and we discovered a few things along the way.
A Tale of Two Derry Girls
When a city bears your name (or you bear some version of its), you have to visit.
Into The Covid Woods: On closings and presence and moments.
Whose woods these are, well, I thought I knew. Our beautiful Into The Woods got squashed by the Covid giant; I went down hard.
A Dream Debut: "Ingenue You When" at 54 Below
I have never felt anything like what I did when I walked out onto the stage of Feinstein's 54 Below on the night of September 8, 2021.
What Do You Wish?
For me, holding onto my art is how I cope, how I maintain my exuberance and fight my sadness, it’s my way forward. It’s what I wish.
Do What Scares You. Wear Those Pants.
You know that moment when you're really close to the finish of something and then start to ... doubt? I do.
How Kindness Eases Change
It’s early September. At my sister’s restaurant in Colorado her team wipes layers of wildfire ash from outdoor tables and batten down the hatches for a pending snow storm. 2020, you beast.